Entry #2

Winners and losers.

In this world, where winners and losers keep on colliding with each other, made from the same flesh and bones, some will call it luck, timing, uneducated, bold, poor, lazy, and all of the made up nonsense for why you can’t do it. Oftentimes, people don’t realize that the price is not greater for one or the other, they both will have to pay it in full to their former self for the rest of their life. Either the kid with dreams that he gave up, or the kid too scared to become anything else than what they told him to be.

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As we know, people will be people, everyone wants what they don’t have, they all pray and hope like mindless members of a unified underground world where none are aware of its existence.There’s no right or wrong, just context and perspective, and we all carry the ability to be the very worst or the very best.

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Some would call this a matrix, a system, a prison, or heaven if they’ve been sleeping for a long time. One thing we have to keep in mind is that it’s not a need for the whole world to wake up to that. It’s also a hell of a reality for the sleepers to understand that none of what you ever wanted, and none of what you will ever be, is anything that you shall ever have.There’s nothing at the end of the tunnel for people like you, just a feeling of existential crisis while you realize the never ending cycle of our reality.

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Some call it a torture, and others delight in chaos and in the absurdity in which everything will prevail with or without you. You may not want to wake up one day, but the system, just like you, is here for a reason .It helps the souls that do not want to wake up. But if you’re one of those who were forced at a very young age, then you must go on the journey.And remember, if you end up like one of those junkies on the side of the street, don’t feel ashamed of it. Don’t judge your brothers and sisters, for there’s a world out there made of your worst nightmares, and that’s the “real” reality.

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Do not dare look into the abyss if you’re not willing to die many times, for there is really nothing truly romantic or beautiful about being who we are.We really are the most absurd creation of the universe, for we wage war to fight for peace, and we fight for peace by going to war.

C.J